Wow. This is it. This is my first entry. I don’t really know why I got the sudden urge to make a blog, but here it is. I don’t really think that anyone gives a sh*t about what goes on in my life, but if you want to read low quality writing, then you’re in the right place.

So, if you didn’t already know from my handle, my name is Ariane. I’m 5 months away from graduating high school and I still have no idea what I should go into. I mean, I would really love to go into the music industry, but the people that gave me life would never allow me to do so. So sad. I did think about applying to a music school without telling them, but that wouldn’t have ended very well. I applied to a lot of biology based programs so that I could teach it in the future, which I’m super psyched about because I fell in love with biology this year, but I just don’t see myself doing that for a lifetime ya know?

Ever since I was a little girl, I had always dreamed of being a singer. You could ask all of my friends (what friends lol) and they will tell you that I had never liked the idea of being stuck in one place doing the same thing over and over and over and over again. Whew. So what made you think of going into teacher then, Ariane? Well you see, in my school, there are a few teachers who I absolutely treasure with all my heart, because they are just so darn cool! They’re the one’s that know their sh*t and own their sh*t, and I absolutely love that! They’ve taught me so much over the course of only four years, and they had always been there for me when I needed academic support and emotional support (I seriously had wAAAy too many problems yikes). Because I looked up to them so much, I dreamt of becoming just like them. If there’s 8 billion+ people in the world, then there’s a girl just like me who will need the same amount of good influence in her life. I wanted to be that good influence, but as I had previously typed, I can’t see myself being stuck in a pattern for such a long period of time. THAT’S A LOT OF F*CK*NG COMMITMENT THAT I DO NOT HAVE! Also, that’s just not what I want to do.

If everything was up to me, I would be doing whatever I can to be a singer right now. Maybe I’m being too arrogant when I say this, but I’ve always felt that my purpose in life was to make people happy through my voice. I know there are a lot of people in the world with such angelic voices, but sometimes I just imagine getting to perform on stage and seeing the smiles of people that willingly listen to my music. Of course I know there’s very little possibility of that happening, but a girl can dream right?

Wow. This entry’s a bit too emo for my liking, but I don’t care because no one gives a flying ****.